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My friend asked me today if "I'm attached?" and "What kind of guys do I like?". My standard answer is "I want a rich boyfriend and don't mind if he's abit older."

Thinking back of the question now; "What kind of guys do I like?". I really don't know what kind of guys I like. When it comes to liking someone, I think it's all about feelings.

The feeling of being taken care and understand,
The feeling of having someone sharing the other side of your life which little people knows about, The feeling of knowing that there's this someone sensitive around and you can depend on...

Feelings will definitely overcome looks and richness. Alot of people thinks that being my boyfriend will be super pitiful, cos I'm high maintenance. But then, I never expect my boyfriend to buy branded stuffs for me. And branded stuffs are definitely not what I considered the best present.

This lead to the other question that another friend of mine asked "What do girls like?".

I can't say generally what girls like. Different people definitely like different things; we all grow up in different environment with different circle of friends. All I can answer is "What I like?". My standard answer is " I like branded stuffs." And I always get back the same answer "Can see!"

I won't deny that I like branded stuffs. Who don't? But then I won't expect people to buy branded stuffs for me as birthday present. Even if you get it for me, I don't think I'll accept too.

I LOVE to recieve cards now. No matter it's birthday cards, christmas cards, chinese new year cards, anything will do. But then. don't give me a card just plain writing "Happy Birthday", "Happy New Year". I want to see personal message; message of you people wanting to tell me; message that is meant for me.

Though people always say, action speaks louder than words. But I like words now. No matter it's sms, msn, cards, notes, I can keep it and read thru them when I'm feeling down. They never failed to brighten me up. That's the reason why my handphone crashed last month. Cos I never delete any sms since the day I bought the phone.

I know that I'm a super emotional person. But I always thought that with my strong willpower, I'll be able to overcome any diffculties. But it seems that I'm wrong. For the past few months, I'm just bluffing myself by keeping myself super busy. Not until today, I finally know that my emotion has win the so-called willpower. I lost!